New Life, New Love

It's past 12 in the midnight and I am still alive and kicking due to the innumerable school stuffs that need to be done this week. But here I am counting days for me to come back home and spend my weekend with my friends, family and with my special someone.

Yes, I'm into a relationship now and after a year of being a prisoner of my past love, I am now ready to love again. (charut!) Though all my past relationships failed, I know, somehow, someone will come my way to help me correct the mistakes I made in the past. I may not be that sure if this guy is already the one but I am always ready to take the risk. I love, I get hurt, I laugh, I cry...but the most important thing is that I've learned how to love and felt how to be loved. I just wish myself a goodluck and I really, really hope I have already changed those unnecessary attitude in me, which causes the failure of my past relationships.

Done! I need to go back in studying now. The energy is still in me and I want to keep it until this semester ends.

Happy December everyone! ^____^

Good Morning Sunshine!

I woke up early for school just to discover that we don't have a class in the morning. But good news, the sun is now up after few days of having a gloomy weather. Today, supposedly, will be the only day that I'll attend my classes for this week because the rest of the days were suspended but I only have one class to attend today and the rest of my time will be spent, hopefully, for studying my lessons. I want to keep myself motivated in studying my lessons though I am becoming so link with the PBB Double Up issues. I want to keep myself updated.

I wish everyone a great day today. Enjoy the sun. I hope the weather will stay as beautiful as today. ^____^

Back!

It’s been more than a month since I last posted something in this blog. I’ve been busy doing school stuffs lately but here I am again. (Wide smile)

This semester, hopefully, would be my last semester here in our campus. However, I will not be graduating at the end of the school year yet because I haven’t completed my 250-hour on-the-job-training. Aside from the thesis project that we need to finish before this semester ends, OJT is also a requirement so I really could not graduate this school year. It is sad, yes, but it was never a hindrance for me to do good in my studies. In fact, I am more motivated to study and do well in my classes. I don’t know why but I am really motivated to study this semester. I was, actually, happy to be appreciated by one of my professors. He said I did well on the first meetings of our class. It motivated me more. ^____^

Let us see how far this spirit of motivation would go. Thank you!

Stranded!

It was just yesterday when I was so happy I spent my day with my friends. We had a great time together. And suddenly today, I feel so sad I can't help but cry my heart out. If the past few days have been great, this day was again terrible and so depressing. I have always been like this - a pessimistic kind of person. I just can't help it! I can see that whenever I'm happy, at the end of my day bad news always comes.

There is so much in me that I wanted to share to someone. Well, my friends are there, I can see but I am afraid they'd get tired of me so I don't want to bother them. I don't want them away from me. Being neglected is the very thing I always fear of. It hurts so much whenever someone special neglects me. That is just so painful it depresses me. But that is not my concern for now. I am so depressed I can feel that I am stranded and I can't find a way to help myself out from this place where I am stuck! I don't know what to do! I just hope and pray that soon enough I will be out from this abyss I am in because there are so many things I want to do with my life and share everything I have with the people I love.

Great writer, Happy reader!

WOW! Amazement is what I am feeling in this very moment. I have just read a 174-page book for 2 DAYS! Isn't it great? It was my first time to read a whole book again for nearly a year now and it is really an accomplishment. And take note! The book that I have just read was very informative and interesting I was not able to get myself out from reading it. I am so proud I have finished reading it before my deadline because someone who has an authority over me ordered me to finish reading it for a week. And I have done it for only 2 days! Really great, right? But even without the deadline, I am sure I could still finish it in 2 days or less, only if I don’t have other stuffs to do.

What amazes me more was the connection he had accomplished between me and his stories. He, indeed, is a great writer. The book was actually more of a tutorial kind of book but instead of making it a pure tutorial book, what he did is that he made a story line between a teacher and a student. It was really great it made me laugh and shed a tear while reading the book. Aside from the fun and entertainment I got, I also learned a lot from him.

I am just so happy I was recommended to read his book.

Thank you reading!

P.S. the name of this brilliant and amazing man is J. David Bocock! J